It’s been 12 years, and I never really connected the dots.
Then it hit me like a bolt of lightning!
As I was giving her what she wanted, I thought…
“OMG, I think she might be a masochist!”
How had I not realized this before? How did I miss all the signs?
I guess the first sign should have been the way she pushed her neck so hard into my hand or foot.
I swear she loves how it cuts off her air and she gags.
Having me do this night after night until I’m exhausted!
Then I think of all the odd cuts or scars she shows up with. Never complaining. Not even a peep. Not even the time she had a silver dollar size opening in her skin. Nothing. zilch, nada.
Even when visiting the Dr she let’s them poke and prod her. No flinching when the long needles come out.
She even insists on the anal temperature probe. Is that sadness I see when they stop???
If I’m honest, I swear she gets excited by the thought of pain.
Yes, my baby loves to be hurt. And she really loves it when I’m the one inflicting it I think.
I’m not quite sure how I feel about this new-found discovery.
But I do know, that nothing will stop me from loving her.
How can you not love her?
~~~till we laugh again~~~